Chapter 7: Bullcrap
I saw fire. I was getting burnt.
Now I`m in the air.
Floating.
Endlessly.
Just like life. We`re all just floating around from point A to point B in this endless loop. There`s no end point, right? We`re just continually in motion without really getting anywhere.
Is it the same as purpose? Does purpose have a destination?
Maybe the point of life is to suffer. Is that the same for humans? I`m not sure. I don`t think so.
Thinking all of this is hard.
But I don`t have a head for it to hurt.If you encounter this tale on Amazon, note that it`s taken without the author`s consent. Report it.
And I don`t need to eat grass.
I`m not worried.
Because I now know that soon I`ll end up back in the body of& maybe a bull or another animal.
Who knows.
Nobody knows what`s going to happen in this life. Well, apart from me. I have the intelligence to decipher this.
But I have this feeling that I`m not anything special. Because really, I just keep going back to the boring life that I`m used to.
So, even with a special mind, I just end up in a body trapped in this hell we call life.
What am I? Am I truly the only one that has this ability? I didn`t know before because probably no one died at that time.
I want to be special and leave this cycle. But I can`t. I really can`t. I can`t control the wheels of life. I can`t control the wheels of death.
I`m not special.
I`m not special at all.
I`m just like the masses.
I`m just like the herd.
So I`m nothing. Like I am now.
I mean nothing.
I don`t contribute anything.
I`m just part of the air.
Floating.
I`m floating around this world.
This bullcrap world that has done me no favors.
Done me no favors but give me grass.
Bullcrap.
Bullcrap.
Nothing matters. I don`t matter.
Bullcrap.